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Busy week

My msn status msg for now is "super duper chiukap moudik hectic week this week". That answers for the lag of updates.

My nice still CNY week is marred by 1 presentation, 1 assignment, 2 tests, a 4-hr bus ride, and a 50-min flight. More on that when i'm back to JB(again) on Saturday.

Meanwhile, plz enjoy a "Appearing Card Trick" performed by yours truly.

CNY 2007

-Niamah! Damn pissed.
-My house autogate one side spoilt..suspect it's the motor-run capacitor kaput. Went RS order a capacitor..change ownself(engineer ma..hehe). Then there write "Payment on Delivery for Klang Valley" ma order lor.
-Next day the girl call..say my place - Klang not eligible for the POD wan..must pay 1st. The last time i checked..Klang was in Klang Valley(KL + Selangor) but nvm. So i ask her can go their office(in S.Alam) to collect bor. She say "Can."
-The next day i ma go the place lor..the girl there(another girl) say "No stock." @#$%^&*!
-Now i have to wait till after CNY b4 they deliver my capacitor..mahai.

Verdict : No matter u have how cekap online facility, if ur personnels r not entirety ma not cekap.


But don't mind bout paria stuff. Come recommend u all 1 mtv sempena with CNY. Kennysia damn tak suka they all but i feel ok ma..quite cute n they sing cekap too.

Si Qian Jin vs M-Girls. Listen to their high pitch on every first beats..cute!

Then this one is Xiaxue recommend on her site wan(takde kaitan with CNY)..laugh like shit when i first heard it. Then now listen again laugh like shit again..damn shit. Just in case u all haven't watched it.

No Pok! I call the police i tell u.

Five Years

With this in the past five years, more and more pictures piles. Sometimes, I wonder if one day I suddenly did bad on the hard disk, I will quietly whether those memories. always deleted without a trace?

This five years, there are happy, some were not happy. The plant is also cool; More betrayal, "the kept." Somehow, and every time look at the pictures before they would give me the impression that Franz photographs and objects of imitation are alive and are changing every day. But I am very clear that the changes are not photographs, but my own! Along with the increase of age, the idea of material things, the day is rapidly changing.

Seeing those pictures, I will feel that I have missed a lot of things, but also a lot of wrong decisions. To the left, just piles of regret. But every time I think that, if not the original decision, I have now? So the end of the day, whether or not I do not understand sorry sorry. So now I treasure life in a lot of effort in every thing will be more careful in making a choice. Perhaps I was growing up and learning to do.

I very much wish to find words to sum up the experience of the last five years. But good hard! I really useless speaking too long, could not name the mind. But it is full of heart, and they also do not want to give up.

Grow up really frustrating. Change a lot of things, many things have been missed, piles of regret has not supplemented back. The only thing it can do only a new understanding of themselves, waiting for me to face things with the material. Time has walked on, leaving them to think there are too many things that can no longer as in the past, Then I will remember the loud! Good helpless! !

p/s : A "plagiarised" copy of "my" composition can be found in chinese at lowkei's blog. Copy cat sungguh..hehe. But nice work la k.

p/p/s : Thanks google.

You all got watch Project Superstar on 8TV bor? Now is masuk Last-24 edi. U all sokong who har? For me i sokong her ler..

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Sex : Female
Age : 19
D.O.B : 27 July 1988
Horoscope : Leo
Blood : A+
Height : 157cm
Weight : 44kg
From : Johor (<--Johor alot lengluis..hehe)
Education : Diploma in Broadcast Communication
Hobbies : Singing, Hosting, Shopping
Language : Mandarin, English, Malay, Teow Chew

Reason for sokong : Lenglui. Period.

Photo and profile taken from 8tv website. fast got Part 2 liao. Know u guys going back hometown soon so better quickly post 1st..hehe.

So hor..the game very easy nia wan. The dealer give u 2 cards ma. Then u examine nicely..try to get as close to 21 points as possible. Normally play is stand on 16 points wan(means if u reach 16 points u can choose either to take more cards or say enough), so if u less than 16 points then u have to take more cards la(if not not enough points then is a BIG BIG MISTAKE..have to pay everybody who's playing u know).

The game pretty simple rite? Now wan expren to u all some SPECIAL situations where u can get more money if u win. These following examples i collect thru my limited experience in playing 21 over the years..wakaka. Plz observe closely..

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Name : Shi Wu Dian(15 Points)
Return : Zero. If u get 15 points u can choose not to play thus forfeiting ur participation for that round.
Officiality : Depends on dealer. This one i learned in UTM..b4 that tak pernah dengar can dun play wan.

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Name : Black Jack
Return : Double. Means if u get then dealer pay u double the money u betted. If dealer get then u pay him/her double la.
Officiality : Confirmed.

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Name : Twin Aces
Return : Triple.
Officiality : Confirmed.

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Name : 21 Points
Return : Double. 3 cards or 4 cards get 21 points oso can.
Officiality : Confirmed.

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Name : Wu Zhang(5 Cards)
Return(Category 1) : Double. If the sum of cards is less than 21 points.
Return(Category 2) : Triple. If the sum of cards is 21 points.
Return(Category 3) : Triple. If the sum of cards is less than 10 points.
Officialty : Category 3 depends on dealer.

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Name : Sam Tiu Chat(Triple 7)
Return : Triple, Five-ple or Seven-ple.
Officiality : Depends on dealer. But most oftenly i see is Five-ple.

I dunno whether they'll be a Part 3 or not but most probably not. Till we meet again..HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR and i wish u FATT until like PIG HEAD. Cheers!

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Last Saturday we had a BBQ party n sun-bian'ed celebrate YenPin(5th)'s + Elaine(8th)'s bds. I remember my Mom said b4 birthdays can be celebrated late but not early. The reason behind it was if tak cukup umur oredi celebrate then will die early. Serious wan..chinese customs is damn kau alot wan okay. If dun believe got such a custom u ask CheeHoa..ask him ask his Mom..sure know wan =P. But CHOI!..we is modern wan..BAK MOU GAM GEI..hehe.

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I noticed my "tiao tone"(digress) punya "gong li"(power) is very strong. Oh hor..after bbq we gambled played cards ler. YeeChong jadi dealer n we played Black Jack(or African-American Jack..haha). Then hor..when playing i heard KianKhee said, "So how come Ace n King then can win double?" Not long after that, "If five cards then win edi ar?"

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OKAY..i is very understand Da Xue Shen-s is very guai wan..tak pernah gamble in their life wan. But FYI, everyone MUST know how to play black jack's cannot like this ma..we is cannot keep kaji the transistor ok..hehe. Anyway, must praise KianKhee..such a good boy. I issue warning 1st..u all cannot teach bad him ar. =)

Anyway, since CNY is coming..i feel confirmcekap must come up with something to bersempena with it. So here it is..


1st i need to clarify that the black jack that i'm teaching is for CNY n for playing among frens nia. The casino-styled black jack is slightly different wan. Dun learn liao straight go Uncle Lim there play..sure lose wan.

According to Mr.Wiki, "Blackjack, also known as twenty-one or Pontoon, is one of the most popular casino card games in the world." Waseh!

The basics of the game are :
Each player is dealt two cards. The hand with the highest total wins as long as it doesn't exceed 21; a hand with a higher total than 21 is said to bust. The goal of each player is to beat the dealer by having the higher, unbusted hand.

For Part 1, teach u all each card value first.

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For cards "2" to "9"..they represent their stated points respectedly. "2" for 2 points, "3" for 3 points..."9" for 9 points.

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For cards "10", "J", "Q", and "K"..the represent 10 points.

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Card "A" is BERRY special. If u have..
2 cards : It can represent 11 points or 1 point.
3 cards n above : It can represent 10 points or 1 point.

U can win a black jack if u have 2 cards n they amount to 21 points.

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A classic Black Jack.
"A" = 11 points. "J" = 10 points. "A" + "J" = 21 points!
Anyway, black jack doesn't mean that u really must have a "J"ack and the "J" must be black colour ok? "A"+ ("10" or "Q" or "K") oso can. =P

Stay tuned for Part 2.

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Gavmen ma.

Small talk : Man..u all got listen to 李圣杰(Li Sheng Jie)'s songs? I swear..for the chinese pop songs industry now..he sing love songs paling lam d. I really hope he can team up with 张宇(Zhang Yu) to sing a guy-guy love song duet. Confirm BEAT jacky cheung + eason chan.

U know hor..1 month ago i went for a dental check-up in my Uni's clinic. Then hor..very unfortunate i have 3 minor cavities(left top, left bottom, right top). 1 month after that i went back to the clinic to have them fixed/filled. So i went in the dental room..

Me : Last time hor i came check-up, then hor got cavities leh. Can fill them plz.
(Dentist takes a look at my "report card")
Dentist(female) : Oh, got 3 cavities leh.
Nurse(male) : Like that ar..u choose 1 lor.
Me : Huh? Choose 1?
Nurse : Yeah..1 time can fill 1 onli.
Me : Ma eh. What logic is this? Then i ma have to come 3 times to have all of them filled?
Dentist + Nurse : Yeah lor..this is gavmen clinic ma. U think ur ah gong open ar?

KAkakaaaka..ccb. Wat to do? I oso un la..alot patients so have to be fair la. Furthermore i'm onli paying rm6 for a Composite(White) Filling..cannot compren la. So in a few hrs time i'll be going for my 2nd filling. Hopefully get everything done by this week then go back celebrate CNY..hehe.

Alo macha..apa macam? Nampak bagus-bagus semua.

Wah..i sudah lama tak nyanyi dah. That time thought wan record 我想要说(i want to say) by 蔡旻佑 share with u all wan(<--beh hiao ba) BUTHEN hor..the song is damn paria. The range too big liao. If sing normal then the high part i can't sing. When i wan tune the song lower key so i can sing..then it becomes too low pula..PARIA. So terpaksa give up la.

Then 1 time i was driving, the radio put this song 是你决定我的伤心(you determine my sadness) by 张玉华 & 李圣杰. i listen d feel.."oi..mah eh..this wan not a classic cantonese duet meh? y become like this liao?" After that go home research ler. The canto version is called 从不喜欢孤单一个(don't like to be alone) by 彭嘉丽 & 苏永康. Such a CLASSIC song..lam sei. Then research somore found out that the 1st version should be mandarin wan ler..是你决定我的伤心 by 林隆璇(the composer/male voice..then din give credit to the female voice..dunno who sing wan). Guess the cantonese version was more popurar..haha. These 2 days i keep listen to these 3 versions(2 mando n 1 canto) then really DAMN LIKE ler. So hor..i recorded my own version ler. Coz i dun have a duet partner so nvm la..the partner part i sing oso(ngek ngek). Then its BERRY SPECIAL wan. It's cantonese vs mandarin version(ownself edit k). BERRY KENG wan. If u wan/dare to listen..then click "play" la. Enjoy.


从不喜欢孤单一个 vs 是你决定我的伤心

(canto)想讲不要走 偏偏好胜说我那在乎
面对世界我洒脱 一点不似太辛苦
但在漫漫长夜里 摘下面具便重因你再心碎
(mando)我必须承认 不敢释放我的真情
所以我相信 也会是你的问题
太多太多的激情 闯进尘封已久的禁地

(canto)我不懂得跟我 独自对坐
原来没有你 做人相当痛楚

分开方知清楚 我永不懂去再爱另一个

(canto)你有否想起我 若是再遇
求让我悔过 可不可再恋过